oh man. it's may. i cannot believe it, really. exams were this week so that was quite chaotic. i have one more exam left and i cannot wait to say IT'S SUMMER! camp is coming up very soon and i am just so excited about that. i just cannot wait to embark on all the wonderful adventures that i know i'll encounter! so wonderful! i just cannot wait for another amazing summer. i'm going to miss my family a whole lot, but i'm thankful for the twenty days that i'll have with them before i go :) good stuff. i'm also kind of bummed about leaving all my friends at school. they have become staples in my life--weird to go months without them.
you know-on a different note, i've come to realize a lot about forgiveness and genuine-ness (idk if that is really a word). it is a very cool thing when you experience genuine forgiveness and genuine repentance. it is just another reminder of how real God is, that those things are possible. there is such a peace in forgiveness and repentance. no more knots in the stomach or mindless day dreaming of what-ifs and worries, but just peace. awesome stuff.
i'm really looking forward to these next couple of weeks. hoping to be able to blog a lot more than usual. i do enjoy a good blog. get my feelings out there. awesomeeeee stuff. looking forward to the wonderful month ahead of me. praying that God would put a relentless passion for Him inside me. a deep desire that nothing could change. i'm needing that.