so thankful. so thankful.

quick update. so--recently i've been having some difficulties with small tasks such as reading/writing/spelling/remembering words/etc and yesterday had a pretty serious/lengthy spell of dizziness...i decided well-i just need to go and get this looked at. moreso for me to just stop worrying about it and really just pinpoint it is just the fact i'm a college kid, don't have the best diet, and i don't have the greatest sleep pattern. unfortunately-i had no idea that it would be a day of testing. i spent yesterday at the hospital while they performed a brain scan on me. i really was scared. i never voiced this fear because, well, i really didn't want anything to come out of it at all and saying something would have acknowledged the possibility of it. as i was getting an mri done on my brain i had a lot of stuff just running through my head. thinking of how i would react if something very serious were going on. how would i respond to the Lord? would i say "i trust You"? how scared would i be? i layed there and reallly just prayed and thought of these things. the peace of the Lord really fell upon me in those moments. i knew i had many back at home praying and some here at school and no doubt i was scared-but, i knew God was in control in that very moment. praise the Lord that the test showed no brain tumor/leison/anuerism or MS. the reality of what the Lord has saved me from hearing the good news was stinking awesome. unfortunately, they still have no idea what is going on. but, the major things have been ruled out so i'm just so thankful for that. i see a neurologist on friday at 9 a.m. and assume i'll be getting more tests performed then and hopefully narrowing down the cause of all this. i pray it is something simple that just got out of hand, or you know what? i pray it is completely gone, whatever it is. God is so capable of that. so yeah-just wanted to update my current situation on here.

i have so much school to do it is insane. need to try and figure out how in the world i'm going to do it though. hm. we'll see.