sweetness.

so-this morning i was hit with something huge. a huge blessing, again. i am so undeserving! so God has just revealed to me sweetness. the sweetness of fellowship with Him, my savior, in brokennesss. sweetness that can only come from truly realizing He alone is God and i am not. being broken before the cross, i get that. now. finally, after a long time. i've never felt a love so peace as i do when i neal before the throne of God and confess my need for a Healer. another sweetness, too. nope, it doesn't stop there! sweetness of fellowship with brothers and sisters who are also broken. being vulnerable together, as a unit. being broken over similar things and being broken over completely different things, doesn't matter. experiencing this incredible love together. i am realizing i should strive to be broken more often. it shouldn't just come when things in life seem to crumble and MY earthly plans are stripped away. it should come every morning when i wake up and realize, I need my Savior. i need Him. in every moment. the sweetness of worship is crazy, the sweetness of fellowshipping and living in His grace is undescribable, and the sweetness of unity with others in the need of a savior. phew. God is huge. the beauty of the Lord is that He tells us we're not filthy anymore, we're not captive anymore, we're not broken anymore, mercy is yours. we are spotless, we are holy, we are faultless, we are whole, we are righteous, we are blameless, we are pardoned, we are His. we're not guilty anymore. MAN. (that came from a song, but still, it's truth)...trying to live in that today. God's awesome.